That's stuck on my mind!

Hiding fears behind the smile, Just like an empty silhouette standing for a while, Hidden secrets of past years, Disclosed out only through tears. Something seems like been taken away, maybe my soul, And has created an overshadowed me and left a big hole. Although my past doesn't define me, what I am today, Because each day is a new beginning and there is always another way. A way to redeem me,  A way to believe in me, Having a HOPE that will be my ray of light. Forever guiding me through my times of plight. Things might get better or they might turn worst, But the hope that I can make a difference has been a never ending thirst. I have power to make the change, if they can, why not me? I can be all the things that I want to be. I want to be the person you can talk to when your life goes haywire, Instead of burning yourself up like a fire. I want to be the reason for people to smile, Even if i look like a clown for a while. I want to be all the things that ...

A minute of silence, then back to noise, The respect is given, to the brave voice, To the things I just want but I can't-do , And they did it without thinking a minute or two. But is it complete silence? Or the thoughts are becoming more violent. As my thoughts wander all over  I refrain from losing my composure I have attained the calm, maybe for a while Could feel the presence of my body, my soul, quite un-vile  Mindfulness, Maybe that is what its called Or maybe more is yet to come as the story un-drawled I will emerge victorious by flipping the pages of my story And not penetrating in some short glory. The world will see as I bring my dreams to reality  And not succumb easily to people's vanity The fire in my eyes, they all will see, I will become they all want to be The blank pages won't be blank anymore, Triple AAA rating that will be my score! I won't be demotivated even if I feel down, Instead, will come back ...

With everything that happened today, you can't say it, You are stressed, lost all your hope and want to let it go, You cry, you weep, you wail, taking out the stress of all these years, You think to kill yourself all in tears. But wait for a second, before you take a step ahead, Is is worth to do so and be dead? Is it worth to kill yourself and leave behind the rest? Giving up so easily without giving your best. Then why quit? Will it solve your problem and how will you know? Every problem has a solution, belief in God, he will show. Believe in yourself, it doesn't matter what people say, It's your life- love and live it your way! When you feel alone, see the mirror at the wall, That person will always be there whenever you fall. Achieve your dream, do what you want to do, Live your life fully, always love through. But never lose hope however the situations are, Just have faith, believe in yourself and you will reach your goal no matter how far. ...

One step down from the pinnacle, One step up from the ground Sudden avalanches between the mysteries, other shit that is unbound It's all part of life From jerking off to happiness, to happiness being jerked off To the sentences that should have ended with a question mark and ended with a full stop It's all part of life From the emotions you made others feel to the emotions you yourself felt From the burst of unsudden volcano, to the calmness that you dealt It's all part of life From one moment of joy to another which feels dark To days which are messed up and days which bring out the spark It's all part of life From experiences and tragidies, to the fallacies of control To the end that is yet to come and will always be untold. It's all part of life