That's stuck on my mind!

From the mellow in mountains to the beauty of its kind, With the chilly breeze around the river and gigantic trees of pine, The ability of destruction by nature to keep us as a child all time, You don't choose the mountain, the mountain chooses you to climb, The happiness in people with the magic in their eyes, The bond of brotherhood unseen, with the helping nature at rise, A wonderful journey with unforgetable memories, unseen tracks, Mountains are really magical and have a way of calling everyone back. The different shades of colours covering the full cycle of RGB, To the wide sky above us with the imagination set free, The mini goosebumps you feel, when you take a left or right, And then you realise every step you took turned out to be a surprise. The words are limited and emotions are difficult to express, Sometimes things can't be written down and the journey is just felt.

We will pay the price maybe the time is not now, And you will remember we had time, to act upon somehow, But we didn't do anything both of us you and me, then I will blame you and you will blame me. All we would remember this moment which we led pass, when we could have acted upon rather than watching through a silent glass.

It's kind of funny, its kind of it's sad, My day went satisfied but in the end, I am still mad, I introspected, I laughed, I cried, emotionally abrupt, Unavoidable, can't absorb, what has made me so corrupt? I am standing still, stuck with this feeling, with the drifted ground, My expectations are not met and I have no strength left to look around, I will see you but I will look down, Afraid that you might know me and the monster you have found.

Do the things which challenge you, Do things which brings you smile, Do the things which you are afraid of, Even if it takes a while. Do the things which people say you can't, Do the things which satisfies you, Do the things which keep the fire inside alive, Break your comfort zone and things which makes you thrive. Complete your bucket list, travel the world if you'd like, Mistakes are just experiences, wisdom for life, Earn money if that's your priority or give minimalism a try, Explore different options you can find so you can later reflect by. Do it to prove yourself but not to others, Push youself and do it because you can, Because you got one life, And no regret of things from which you ran.

We started this adventure which turned into an extreme journey, But our luck's are so bad, that's we prayed to different Gods with no mercy. But we kept going and explored so many beaches even when we didn't want, That our beach quota is so full that when we hear beach* they start us to haunt. The split of groups, the division of thought, The ambition to maintain a budget with bullets, activa, and car in hot, The if and buts, the fights in between, 3x2 is Aditya and chinu is mean, Anubhav flirting all around, chaos extreme, Me losing patience, Wtf has this been? Yash not being in his own bachelor, I don't know if it's funny or sad, Ritika taught me about elegant pictures which she had, Lucky went angry as she wanted to visit other places, Mutual decision was dangerous and we saw a lot of different faces, Mama was right, we should have traveled solo, Can't say about Vrinda, felt like sath rolo, Leaving the facade we did, the casino night was some...

Here am I, standing in the middle of the unknown, Feeling sad and depressed for myself, killing time alone, Clueless about what has happened and unable to explore, Feeling like deep down something has been tored, I have loosened hope, I have been drifting away for a while, The thought process has been deteriorating, can't even fake smile Insomnia has been a part of life and I have been dreaming, Is anybody listening to the way I'm screaming?

Angry about silly things and non stop replay on my mind, And asking again later should I have been more kind? Frustrated with my life and past decisions which I took, Could have changed little things, what differences could have hooked? To doing 8 to 6 job and asking yourself am I made for this? Am I doing right thing or should I start my own business? Should I settle with the life that offer or should I run for more? Should I switch my job again or will I again get bore? Is the chilling in office enough for me to retain? Or am I really learning something for my future gain? College life was better can I go in past? I want to slow everything down, why it's so fast? And here I am asking myself these questions, still clueless, Please help me out. I understood why growing up was a mess. :(