That's stuck on my mind!

Trying everything no matter what the world said, The wonderful surprises are are yet to discover on the road ahead, From your wish to do solo travel, to being drunk at friday night, And the hangover of after parties with the broken flash-back sight. To going on a blind date with random, turned out better than expected, To date with more than best friend, later apologizing for words said, Dancing in the middle of night & posing for foolish selfies, Lost track of senses, puzzle places, trying to flee, Capturing moment in pictures, trying to find what it was all about, Laughing without a reason, Confused about past decisions, in doubt. --Incomplete

I'm confused between my mind and my heart, Some mixed feelings; completing me or tearing apart. I'm unsure of what has happened but I have a clue, Yet I left it as an unchecked view. Because I know the outcome or maybe I'm scared? Or I like to keep my door covered not bared. Or I haven't thought about it and like to keep it that way, Or I have thought it long enough and don't like to say, With incompleteness in my eyes, heaviness in my soul, With lost capability to think and chaotic control, I take sigh and think about my story, still untold.

Invisible I am, Invincible I am, The light over devil, an angel called man The power of invisibility, with scintillating roar A silent vigilante, pure heart to core. Tender I am, Tenacious I am, The light over man, an angel called women. Spreading love with contagious smile A mannequin, swallowing her pride With minimal thoughts, with minimal wants Alive under mystical nights overcoming daunts I dance, I live, I feel the air through me I have different names but I unite to be Yet the morning sun brings the nightmares alive The monstrous thoughts in broad daylight. Like a shadow it follows Making us hollow and wallow. The creatures are fantasy, maybe are just in my mind Or maybe they are real, I still can't find I can't sleep, I can't think, All I have is fear, I'm shouting aloud, but the words, even I can't hear So I shut out from the world , trapping myself in my mind As the creatures I talk about are in my skin entwined They scavenge out throughout the veins of m...

Carpe diem; you do not know what tomorrow will offer So seize thy opportunities today and add them to your coffer. From the cradle to the grave, life is a struggle, And tomorrow is nothing but a puzzle. So forgo your mourning and embrace your today, Seize the present, trust tomorrow was little as little you may. Your life becomes your extraordinary, I must say, If you do what you want without thinking away.

There is incompleteness in my heart There is burden on my mind The unconsciousness tearning me apart Some answers I can't find Maybe they are known or maybe they are not Lying deep inside me, the key I have forgot The feelings are numb my heart is so cold I can feel the chills on my body The questions doesn't unfold Something's broken inside me Just a broken dismantled core I have stopped looking into the mirrors Because I don't like it anymore My bones are getting weak My skin is getting pale I have lost it now I guess I have failed I don't want to think about it So I just look outside Outside through my window To clear my head, get a view wide Everything looks so perfect The bright shiny night sky And then I realised It doesn't matter And you may ask why? Because its such a big big universe And it has bigger problems than my So getting motivated to try is the only option left Because you may never know when you die...

One more, one of that night where the allure of darkness was greater than light. The feeling of being frightened wasn't visible but was felt inside. With every step taken it seemed, I am losing a part, consumed by the unknown. Soul being crushed, leaving massless skeleton and some bones. The body resisted and the mindfulness was lost somewhere. Hope didn't exist and nobody cared. Decaying into ashes, my body, mind, and soul, the beast is coming and I can't unfold.

Love.. what a feeling is it? I never understood till yet. Was it when i opened my eyes and saw my parents for first time? Or was it when their eyes met with mine? Was it the time when my mom scolded me for my mistake? Or my dad went with me fishing at lake? Was it the day I got failed and mom supported me up? Or the day my dad brought me a chocolate or an icecream cup? Was it the day when I had a breakup with my girl-friend? Or was it the night i cried for her and thought my life has come to an end? Was it the day my parents guided me the way? Or helped me up through difficulties night and day? Still its a huge feeling very hard to say. Its easy to fell in it and with it one can learn his way.